enjoying our ride

Still waiting to hear from NKI about whether the growth of my TIL cells will be enough to go forth, they will know "later this afternoon".... arghhhhhhh

lucky me, my friend Ilios left a little book for me to read yesterday:

"We know the train carries all loads, so after getting on it why should we carry our small luggage on our head to discomfort, instead of putting in down on the train and feeling at ease?"

Who Am I? The teachings of Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi

so hard to just enjoy the ride of our life.....